Going to bed now, been a full day I guess...Myles (my youngest son) has an infected finger. Got some antibiotic suspension & got it dressed...Doc says to come again on Thursday.
I'm a little irritated....heard some stuff today regarding my mom so I'm worried about that plus all the other stuff I'm worried about already. so...hmmm life goes on right?
Maybe this blog thing will work out. Maybe I do have some shit to say.
Faith......FAITH....hmmm, keep my faith....you know what, I won't comment further on that. Maybe I just gotta get my head right. Faith without works is futile. Maybe I haven't put in enough work. But check it, all work and no pay makes dubz a dull boy...No it's not a typo.
Hey, whatever man....Sometimes when I think about it, I'm 34 with a wife & two sons...living in a 2br rented apartment, my mom needs somewhere to live now and the bills come more than the checks...for now anyway..that's been my reality for the pass year or so.
I do have a lot to be thankful for. Which may even outweigh my worries, BUT for what my reality is at present, work it out...more bills than checks DOESN'T BALANCE quite right does it?
I posted on twitter today that I'm not a good thinker. Maybe I can learn "good thinking" skills so as to make my "situation" better. Or maybe I should just continue making music until it's my time to shine. Yet, all these maybes doesn't change the PRESENT situation. food for thought...yeah, the random rambling of me...think you've had enough now...
Have a good night
Peace
I think I need to take up this blogging shit so I can vent. As I am so pissed right now and my husband thinks my rants are not justified. Why di rass people must always mek other people's business become their own ? and in minding people's business dem haffi add fi dem version of what they want?
ReplyDeleteOk let me calm down, after all I was never one to care much about what people have to say about me or my business.
Never mind Robert....it will work out.
Khadine
As a great man (my husband) once said to me "NOTHING is forever" .....good OR bad ..... things always have a way of working out.
ReplyDeleteChin up Robert :-)
Chris
@Geenie I do agree. There is an affirmation I learned a while back - "This Too Shall Pass"..But when you're in it, it seems to never end.
ReplyDelete@Khadine maybe you should have an outlet to vent :-) I guess I can understand what you mean though. But if it's constructive criticism, give it some thought...If not, jus do yuh ting girl.
Thanks for your encouragement everyone. I do appreciate it.