Wrote this on Satruday, wasn't delivered via email.

Subject: Church........really? 

Ok so I'm here waiting to play and its off to a late start already. 

I invited my mom with the hopes of having her change churches...

I really don't like the activities I hear about that takes place 

in the one she goes to. But now I see my intentions are futile. 
 
She invited  one of her church sisters and as she arrived....hmmmm..... 

to make a long story short, they don't like this church.  Now seriously,

what is the whole foundation of church? Isn't it to give praise and 

thanks to our Creator? When did personal opinion, thoughts or views 

come into play? What happened to "love thy neighbour"? 

This is why I'm never interested in coming to church.  And the thing is,

when you're a selfish, self-centered, egotistical, control freak type 

of an asshole that's one thing. But imagine someone who is a  selfish,

self-centered, egotistical, control freak and an asshole who has 

strong religious or spiritual beliefs, or even superstitious 

beliefs.... - OMG!  
 
Now I'm not saying that I know such a person....hmm, on 

the other hand maybe I do. 
 
So, I'm never interested in church here because its never only about 

giving praise or thanks. Its about the gossip, the voodoo, who's doing 

what to who and the list of negatives goes on and on. Yet everyone pretends 

to be here for the right reasons. Oh, and not to mention all the 

ones who are at church only to pray or beg "the lord" for all the 

worldly  things they desire instead of giving thanks for all that HE has

already given them. 
 
Now I know that there are a few true Christians here and I must 

say blessings to them. But I'd rather take my chances giving 

thanks, praises and acknowledging my own blessings in my own

quiet space and time. 
 
Thank You